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〃It's beyond me; Bella。 Maybe your mother—〃 

〃Look;〃 I said in a flat voice。 〃I'll go out tonight; if you want。 I'll call Jess or Angela。〃 

〃That's not what I want;〃 he argued; frustrated。 〃I don't think I can live through seeing you try harder。 
I've never seen anyone trying so hard。 It hurts to watch。〃 

I pretended to be dense; looking down at the table。 〃I don't understand; Dad。 First you're mad because 
I'm not doing anything; and then you say you don't want me to go out。〃 

〃I want you to be happy—no; not even that much。 I just want you not to be miserable。 I think you'll have 

a better chance if you get out of Forks。〃 

My eyes flashed up with the first small spark of feeling I'd had in too long to contemplate。 

〃I'm not leaving;〃 I said。 

〃Why not?〃 he demanded。 

〃I'm in my last semester of school—it would screw everything up。〃 

〃You're a good student—you'll figure it out。〃 

〃I don't want to crowd Mom and Phil。〃 

〃Your mother's been dying to have you back。〃 

〃Florida is too hot。〃 

His fist came down on the table again。 〃We both know what's really going on here; Bella; and it's not 
good for you。〃 He took a deep breath。 〃It's been months。 No calls; no letters; no contact。 You can't keep 
waitingforhim。〃 

I glowered at him。 The heat almost; but not quite; reached my face。 It had been a long time since I'd 
blushed with any emotion。 

This whole subject was utterly forbidden; as he was well aware。 

〃I'm not waiting for anything。 I don't expect anything;〃 I said in a low monotone。 

〃Bella—;〃 Charlie began; his voice thick。 

〃I have to get to school;〃 I interrupted; standing up and yanking my untouched breakfast from the table。 I 
dumped my bowl in the sink without pausing to wash it out。 I couldn't deal with any more conversation。 

〃I'll make plans with Jessica;〃 I called over my shoulder as I strapped on my school bag; not meeting his 
eyes。 〃Maybe I won't be home for dinner。 We'll go to Port Angeles and watch a movie。〃 

I was out the front door before he could react。 

In my haste to get away from Charlie; I ended up being one of the first ones to school。 The plus side was 
that I got a really good parking spot。 The downside was that I had free time on my hands; and I tried to 
avoid free time at all costs。 

Quickly; before I could start thinking about Charlie's accusations; I pulled out my Calculus book。 I 
flipped it open to the section we should be starting today; and tried to make sense of it。 Reading math 
was even worse than listening to it; but I was getting better at it。 In the last several months; I'd spent ten 
times the amount of time on Calculus than I'd ever spent on math before。 As a result; I was managing to 
keep in the range of a low A。 I knew Mr。 Varner felt my improvement was all due to his superior 
teaching methods。 And if that made him happy; I wasn't going to burst his bubble。 

I forced myself to keep at it until the parking lot was full; and I ended up rushing to English。 We were 
working on Animal Farm; an easy subject matter。 I didn't mind munism; it was a wele change 
from the exhausting romances that made up most of the curriculum。 I settled into my seat; pleased by the 
distraction of Mr。 Berty's lecture。 

Time moved easily while I was in school。 The bell rang all too soon。 I started repacking my bag。 

〃Bella?〃 

I recognized Mike's voice; and I knew what his next words would be before he said them。 

〃Are you working tomorrow?〃 

I looked up。 He was leaning across the aisle with an anxious expression。 Every Friday he asked me the 
same question。 Never mind that I hadn't taken so much as a sick day。 Well; with one exception; months 
ago。 But he had no reason to look at me with such concern。 I was a model employee。 

〃Tomorrow is Saturday; isn't it?〃 I said。 Having just had it pointed out to me by Charlie; I realized how 
lifeless my voice really sounded。 

〃Yeah; it is;〃 he agreed。 〃See you in Spanish。〃 He waved once before turning his back。 He didn't bother 
walking me to class anymore。 

I trudged off to Calculus with a grim expression。 This was the class where I sat next to Jessica。 

It had been weeks; maybe months; since Jess had even greeted me when I passed her in the hall。 I knew 
I had offended her with my antisocial behavior; and she was sulking。 It wasn't going to be easy to talk to 
her now—especially to ask her to do me a favor。 I weighed my options carefully as I loitered outside the 
classroom; procrastinating。 

I wasn't about to face Charlie again without some kind of social interaction to report。 I knew I couldn't 
lie; though the thought of driving to Port Angeles and back alone—being sure my odometer reflected the 
correct mileage; just in case he checked—was very tempting。 Jessica's mom was the biggest gossip in 
town; and Charlie was bound to run into Mrs。 Stanley sooner rather than later。 When he did; he would 
no doubt mention the trip。 Lying was out。 

With a sigh; I shoved the door open。 

Mr。 Varner gave me a dark look—he'd already started the lecture。 I hurried to my seat。 Jessica didn't 
look up as I sat next to her。 I was glad that I had fifty minutes to mentally prepare myself。 

This class flew by even faster than English。 A small part of that speed was due to my goodygoody 
preparation this morning in the truck—but mostly it stemmed from the fact that time always sped up when 
I was looking forward to something unpleasant。 

I grimaced when Mr。 Varner dismissed the class five minutes early。 He smiled like he was being nice。 

〃Jess?〃 My nose wrinkled as I cringed; waiting for her to turn on me。 

She twisted in her seat to face me; eyeing me incredulously。 〃Are you talking to me; Bella?〃 

〃Of course。〃 I widened my eyes to suggest innocence。 

〃What? Do you need help with Calculus?〃 Her tone was a tad sour。 

〃No。〃 I shook my head。 〃Actually; I wanted to know if you would… go to the movies with me tonight? I 
really need a girls' night out。〃 The words sounded stiff; like badly delivered lines; and she looked 
suspicious。 

〃Why are you asking me?〃 she asked; still unfriendly。 

〃You're the first person I think of when I want girl time。〃 I smiled; and I hoped the smile looked genuine。 
It was probably true。 She was at least the first person I thought of when I wanted to avoid Charlie。 It 
amounted to the same thing。 

She seemed a little mollified。 〃Well; I don't know。〃 

〃Do you have plans?〃 

〃No… I guess I can go with you。 What do you want to see?〃 

〃I'm not sure what's playing;〃 I hedged。 This was the tricky part。 I racked my brain for a clue—hadn't I 
heard someone talk about a movie recently? Seen a poster? 〃How about that one with the female 
president?〃 

She looked at me oddly。 〃Bella; that one's been out of the theater forever。〃 

〃Oh。〃 I frowned。 〃Is there anything you'd like to see?〃 

Jessica's natural bubbliness started to leak out in spite of herself as she thought out loud。 〃Well; there's 
that new romantic edy that's getting great reviews。 I want to see that one。 And my dad just saw 
Dead End and he really liked it。〃 

I grasped at the promising title。 〃What's that one about?〃 

〃Zombies or something。 He said it was the scariest thing he'd seen in years。〃 

〃That sounds perfect。〃 I'd rather deal with real zombies than watch a romance。 

〃Okay。〃 She seemed surprised by my response。 I tried to remember if I liked scary movies; but I wasn't 
sure。 〃Do you want me to pick you up after school?〃 she offered。 

〃Sure。〃 

Jessica smiled at me with tentative friendliness before she left。 My answering smile was just a little late; 
but I thought that she saw it。 

The rest of the day passed quickly; my thoughts focused on planning for tonight。 I knew from experience 
that once I got Jessica talking; I would be able to get away with a few mumbled responses at the 
appropriate moments。 Only minimal interaction would be required。 

The thick haze that blurred my days now was sometimes confusing。 I was surprised when I found myself 
in my room; not clearly remembering the drive home from school or even opening the front door。 But that 
didn't matter。 Losing track o
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