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He did extraordinarily well in the war。 He was a captain before he went to the front； and following the Argonne battles he got his majority and the mand of the divisional machineguns。 After the Armistice he tried frantically to get home； but some plication or misunderstanding sent him to Oxford instead。 He was worried now—there was a quality of nervous despair in Daisy’s letters。 She didn’t see why he couldn’t e。 She was feeling the pressure of the world outside； and she wanted to see him and feel his presence beside her and be reassured that she was doing the right thing after all。
For Daisy was young and her artificial world was redolent of orchids and pleasant； cheerful snobbery and orchestras which set the rhythm of the year； summing up the sadness and suggestiveness of life in new tunes。 All night the saxophones wailed the hopeless ment of the BEALE STREET BLUES。 while a hundred pairs of golden and silver slippers shuffled the shining dust。 At the gray tea hour there were always rooms that throbbed incessantly with this low； sweet fever； while fresh faces drifted here and there like rose petals blown by the sad horns around the floor。
Through this twilight universe Daisy began to move again with the season； suddenly she was again keeping half a dozen dates a day with half a dozen men； and drowsing asleep at dawn with the beads and chiffon of an evening dress tangled among dying orchids on the floor beside her bed。 And all the time something within her was crying for a decision。 She wanted her life shaped now； immediately—and the decision must be made by some force—of love； of money； of unquestionable practicality—that was close at hand。
That force took shape in the middle of spring with the arrival of Tom Buchanan。 There was a wholesome bulkiness about his person and his position； and Daisy was flattered。 Doubtless there was a certain struggle and a certain relief。 The letter reached Gatsby while he was still at Oxford。
It was dawn now on Long Island and we went about opening the rest of the windows downstairs； filling the house with grayturning； goldturning light。 The shadow of a tree fell abruptly across the dew and ghostly birds began to sing among the blue leaves。 There was a slow； pleasant movement in the air； scarcely a wind； promising a cool； lovely day。
“I don’t think she ever loved him。” Gatsby turned around from a window and looked at me challengingly。 “You must remember； old sport； she was very excited this afternoon。 He told her those things in a way that frightened her—that made it look as if I was some kind of cheap sharper。 And the result was she hardly knew what she was saying。”
He sat down gloomily。
“Of course she might have loved him just for a minute； when they were first married—and loved me more even then； do you see？”
Suddenly he came out with a curious remark。
“In any case；” he said； “it was just personal。”
What could you make of that； except to suspect some intensity in his conception of the affair that couldn’t be measured？
He came back from France when Tom and Daisy were still on their wedding trip； and made a miserable but irresistible journey to Louisville on the last of his army pay。 He stayed there a week； walking the streets where their footsteps had clicked together through the November night and revisiting the outoftheway places to which they had driven in her white car。 Just as Daisy’s house had always seemed to him more mysterious and gay than other houses； so his idea of the city itself； even though she was gone from it； was pervaded with a melancholy beauty。
He left feeling that if he had searched harder； he might have found her—that he was leaving her behind。 The daycoach—he was penniless now—was hot。 He went out to the open vestibule and sat down on a foldingchair； and the station slid away and the backs of unfamiliar buildings moved by。 Then out into the spring fields； where a yellow trolley raced them for a minute with people in it who might once have seen the pale magic of her face along the casual street。
The track curved and now it was going away from the sun； which as it sank lower； seemed to spread itself in benediction over the vanishing city where she had drawn her breath。 He stretched out his hand desperately as if to snatch only a wisp of air； to save a fragment of the spot that she had made lovely for him。 But it was all going by too fast now for his blurred eyes and he knew that he had lost that part of it； the freshest and the best； forever。
It was nine o’clock when we finished breakfast and went out on the porch。 The night had made a sharp difference in the weather and there was an autumn flavor in the air。 The gardener； the last one of Gatsby’s former servants； came to the foot of the steps。
“I’m going to drain the pool today； Mr。 Gatsby。 Leaves’ll start falling pretty soon； and then there’s always trouble with the pipes。”
“Don’t do it today；” Gatsby answered。 He turned to me apologetically。 “You know； old sport； I’ve never used that pool all summer？”
I looked at my watch and stood up。
“Twelve minutes to my train。”
I didn’t want to go to the city。 I wasn’t worth a decent stroke of work； but it was more than that—I didn’t want to leave Gatsby。 I missed that train； and then another； before I could get myself away。
“I’ll call you up；” I said finally。
“Do； old sport。”
“I’ll call you about noon。”
We walked slowly down the steps。
“I suppose Daisy’ll call too。” He looked at me anxiously； as if he hoped I’d corroborate this。
“I suppose so。”
“Well； goodby。”
We shook hands and I started away。 Just before I reached the hedge I remembered something and turned around。
“They’re a rotten crowd；” I shouted across the lawn。 “You’re worth the whole damn bunch put together。”
I’ve always been glad I said that。 It was the only pliment I ever gave him； because I disapproved of him from beginning to end。 First he nodded politely； and then his face broke into that radiant and understanding smile； as if we’d been in ecstatic cahoots on that fact all the time。 His gorgeous pink rag of a suit made a bright spot of color against the white steps； and I thought of the night when I first came to his ancestral home； three months before。 The lawn and drive had been crowded with the faces of those who guessed at his corruption—and he had stood on those steps； concealing his incorruptible dream； as he waved them goodby。
I thanked him for his hospitality。 We were always thanking him for that—I and the others。
“Goodby；” I called。 “I enjoyed breakfast； Gatsby。”
Up in the city； I tried for a while to list the quotations on an interminable amount of stock； then I fell asleep in my swivelchair。 Just before noon the phone woke me； and I started up with sweat breaking out on my forehead。 It was Jordan Baker； she often called me up at this hour because the uncertainty of her own movements between hotels and clubs and private houses made her hard to find in any other way。 Usually her voice came over the wire as something fresh and cool； as if a divot from a green golflinks had e sailing in at the office window； but this morning it seemed harsh and dry。
“I’ve left Daisy’s house；” she said。 “I’m at Hempstead； and I’m going down to Southampton this afternoon。”
Probably it had been tactful to leave Daisy’s house； but the act annoyed me； and her next remark made me rigid。
“You weren’t so nice to me last night。”
“How could it have mattered then？”
Silence for a moment。 Then：
“However—I want to see you。”
“I want to see you； too。”
“Suppose I don’t go to Southampton； and e into town this afternoon？”
“No—I don’t think this afternoon。”
“Very well。”
“It’s impossible this afternoon。 Various——”
We talked like that for a while； and then abruptly we weren’t talking any longer。 I don’t know which of us hung up with a sharp click； but I know I didn’t care。 I couldn’t have talked to her across a teatable that day if I never talked to her again in this world。
I called Gatsby’s house a few minutes later； bu